He is a dream man
I know him, he is a person who is always care about humanity.
He always give his benefit to people.
I know him since i was 15 y.o (maybe)
But, now i know more about him.
Yeah, we have a same feeling, i love him and he love me.
I wanna him to be part of my life. I wanna him to be my husband, who guide me to be better person than before.
He is a dream man, i know many girls who fall in love with him, because his personality, his attitude and then it makes me envy.
And now, i still love him but i must letting go.
I must prefere myself to be better person.
I wait the best moments that is a marriage with you, but the future always make me confused.
I don't know the name who is written in lauhul Mahfuz which can be my husband.
But, i pray to Allah, i wish i can marriage with person who have good attitude, the husband who guide me to be better person without judge me. I wish the man is you. I wish i can marriage with you.
If we marriage, i think i am a luckiest girl in the world.
#hyperbol :")
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But i am afraid to make you dissapointed with me. Cause my family. Yeah, we have a different world. Your family and my family is very different. Thats always make me insecure you know? Your happy family and my broken family. Your religious father and my alcoholic father. Our different is like as a sky and the earth. Right?
It is the hard truth for me you know?
But i must to acceptence the reality, shabr, and learnt to be more grateful.
If you love someone ( the girl who is better than me) is okay.
I am happy if you happy
But i cry :"(
And i Will be okay soon..
I always pray to Allah for the better with us.
I wish the name in lauhul Mahfuz is you. Aamiin...
Just pray but i can't change the qoda and taqdir.
From : Me who is falling in love with person i can't have.
Keren..
BalasHapus